Ok, so trying to be nicer is harder than I thought...I have this horrible natural urge to be a horrible person...but I am improving. The other day my ex called and was being a total ass, it's a long story, but every other word out of my mouth was "fuck"....it was wierd...I felt very dirty afterwards. The whole thing was because I wasn't able to babysit for him because I was in Chicago...excuse the fuck out of me...ugggg...I am still pissed about it. Ok....I am sorry I was not able to babysit....I am sorry I cussed you out...I am sorry that I am not as reliable as you want me to be...I am sorry for having a life. NICE...NICE....NICE....so I just ate a bunch of food again and it was delicious, Bajo....I love you and the guy that looks like Paul Newman is HOT!
I went to bed early last night, I really needed the sleep. I definitly feel better today. I took a nice long bath after work and that also made me feel better. When I feel better I am nicer, so I really need to start taking better care of myself.
5 nice things I have done today:
*complimented someone on their pants....they looked really comfortable
*let 3 people cut me in the lunch line without threatening them
*didn't play my music loud this morning so my roommate could sleep peacefully
*fed a cat
*didn't flip someone off for pulling out right in front of me
I know...I know....not that impressive...but it's progress.
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