old people make me want to die young

I just got back from a rather enjoyable lunch with my buddy George. We enjoyed a fine meal at Casablanca.....I had the seafood whatever, salmon, shrimp, mussels and chicken on a delicious bed of rice, peas and carrots....it was divine. Also the Moroccan tea is sinful. After stuffing our bellies full of Mediterranean food we decide to trek over to the Chocolate Moose for some milkshakes.....now I am in pain from eating too much....but it's a pain i love. On the way back to work we were waiting at a stop light and an old man stops in the middle of the intersection to let out his old wife....blocking traffic and making it dangerous....I think I was slightly high from lunch so I started yelling at them.....asking "WHY?, why must you do that, endanger the lives of innocent people so you don't have to walk!" I said some other things....but it was kind of a blur. There was a man....in his 50's, normal looking, wearing a strange hat....not American....not sure what nationality....he looked over and kinda laughed at us, and then proceeded to yell "YEAH, RUN THAT BEEEETCH OVER, YEAH...THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!!" and then just laughed some more. It was so funny to hear this guy in his unrecognizable accent yell something like this. I laughed my ass off. It was good times. Now I am back at work....not enjoying life again. I will be working until about 10:30 tonight....sucks....working 14 hours straight...then I gotta get up early to organize a CPR/First Aid Training class....ughhh...this is going to be a rough weekend. At least I get free food :) Planning on going out Saturday...first to the Irish Lion....and then wherever cheap beer is available...I hope we can go by Second Story for the benifit show.....it's going to be great line up. Check it out.

I cut my hair and sliced open my hand...ouch!!!! So, I call my new hair cut a tellum....it's party in the front, business in the back. I like it...it's short which is strange to me, but it's good. I think I was inspired by watching a rather interesting 80's flick starring Keanu Reeves.....talk about cool. So I have a new crush on a guy I work with.....even though he is gay...is it wrong to still have a crush on him? my phone crapped out on me and my dear friend Gigi is letting me borrow hers. I don't have the mumps anymore....yay!!! It's almost Friday.....and i am not happy about it....I now have a 6 jobs... I work on the weekend.....this is going to be rough....but having the extra dough will be nice. working for MPRI (Midwest Proton Radiotherapy Institute), The Jukebox, Eastplex, Animal Shelter/Humane Society and the CRAFT Stone Age Institute.....I am soooo busy now. I love it though....MPRI is awesome...they have the latest technology for cancer patients that have life threatening tumors/cysts near the brain or other vital organs....this place is so impressive....machines bigger than my house!! I get to play with the animals at the Animal Shelter...I wish I could have a dog...there is a dog there that has a Saint Bernard head, basset hound body, bulldog muscles and collie hair...he's big, short and beautiful....I want him. The Stone Age Institute is really cool, it's an archeological research center/museum....it's very impressive...they do a lot of field work on the site....they have over 40 acres of land on the outskirts of Monroe County. It's part of IU, Nick Toth who runs the place is a friend of my dads....he had my dad and uncle on one of his National Geographic specials for stone tools, they had to butcher a side of beef with stones made to simulate actual tools that cavemen used....it's very interesting....I have it on DVD if anyone is interested in watching.
I feel good working so much....I don't feel so worthless now...it's going to be rough, but I will get used to working 70+ hours a week again.
READ THIS ...you'll laugh.

stop the insanity

ahhh....hump day. The weather is beautiful. What is going on in Bloomington? Last night there was a shooting in Bryan Park, I lived in Bryan Park....children play in Bryan Park....why would you bring that there? I am very upset. My ex called to tell me about all the excitement....the cops actually questioned him to see if he witnessed anything. He didn't see anything, but heard a lot of noise. There was an attack downtown last night. Apparently a couple of skin heads ganged up on some black man and beat him with their skateboards. What is wrong with people? Why all the violence and hate? I feel so tired right now...I don't know why....I went to bed pretty early...I think I may have the mumps. Ughhhh. Went to Snow Lion today...yummy...it was a nice fix. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGE!!!! I will be going to the Irish Lion Saturday night to celebrate. I am going to a baby shower after work today. I don't really want to go, I just feel really pooped out. But it will be fun, and I can get free food :) - I am awful....I know. Last night I went to Anatolia (sp?) with my aunt, Brandon, Gwynne, Ricky and Stewart...it was nice. Then we went over to Taylors and hung out for a bit. My life is boring right now....sorry

IN YOUR FACE!

funny story...
Stewart and I went on a walk to Bryan Park and we stopped by Davids to say "hi". Little David, who was interested in getting to know Stewart, decided to ride his bike along with us as we made a lap around the park. David stopped and straddled himself over a covert pipe to look at the stream. This made Stewart nervous....his daddy instincts kicked in and he rushed over to make sure he didn't fall over. Stewart bent down to grab is feet and David let out a gnarly fart right in his face....it was hilarious...you had to be there.

RIP Jill

I am so glad that it's almost Friday. This week has been so slow moving. I need a weekend. Too bad it's Easter weekend. I really just wanted to veg out. Oh well, I like to get money filled Easter eggs and eat lots of yummy food. It kinda sucks...there are t-storms in the forecast for Sunday...looks like we'll be doing some mud wrestlin'...yeee ha!! This whole Jill Behrman case is all a little confusing. At first I was very happy to hear that they have finally pressed charges, but the more I hear about the case, the more I am disappointed at the evidence and eye witness accounts...nothing seems to fit. Everything seems like rumors or speculation. It seems they are desperate to pin it on someone and they are not covering all their bases. I understand that everyone needs closure, but how good can closure be when it's questionable? I just hope "beyond a reasonable doubt" comes into play at some point....doubt make for injustice.
We were the same age....I met her once in September 1999....it was her birthday....it took me a while to put the two together. Her friends were playing a joke on her, posting silly pictures of her in a dorky hat telling everyone to wish her a happy birthday, it was funny, she was a good sport. I remember her smile and her laugh....she was full of life. RIP Jill.

you can't always get what you want.....you know the words...

I need to find a second job. I need to get my head out of my ass. I need to get my shit together. I need to go back to school. I need to get an oil change. I need to stop overeating. I need to stop being so mean to people I love. I need to stop drinking. I need to clean my house. I need to stop blogging.

mmmmmm... good

last night was so beautiful, we grilled out. Chicken and burgers...yummy....damn I am a really good cook, fresh asparagus too....potato salad, chips & salsa, Blue Moon, Labatt and black cherry vodka...it was a divine time. You all missed out on some good eats. People should pay me to cook for them. It's another beautiful night tonight...nothing going on...just chilling out.

blahd e blahd e

this weekend? Friday my ex called and wanted me to come over to talk.....he wanted to get back together. I really don't know what I want right now, I am enjoying what I am doing. So I told him that I don't think we should get back together, but I don't mind the affection. He was cool with that....so we'll see how long that lasts. Saturday I walked around downtown with my dear friend Gigi. We went to Laughing Planet for lunch and then we went shopping....well....she went shopping....I drooled over shit I couldn't afford. It was fun. Saturday night me and some of my friends went to a house party at my friend Arons.....there wasn't that many people there but it was still fun until some drunken idiot decided to shove a glass into Stewarts face and bust his lip. I didn't see it happen.....but somebody should have beat his ass. Stewart is OK, but he sure does bleed a lot. It was strange, my "friends" girlfriend was there....she is nothing like me. I was cool with her, we talked and we even danced together a bit....but it was still very strange.
My dad has this blanket that he is actually putting in his will to give to me when he dies. It's on my bed right now.....no, my dad is not dead. This blanket is mink and it's huge and heavy and has giant peacocks on it. It has vibrant colors, red, orange, blue, green....it's the most beautiful thing I have now. I got to do the dirty on it last night....it was awesome!!! :)
I was at my parents house helping my mom clean in preparation for the big Easter extravaganza....I also had to help take up tack board so they can get new carpet...that sucked...my back hurts....but from all this spring cleaning we stumble across things that I forget I ever had. Old records....guitars...pictures...old books...it was so much fun. I came home with a bag full of vinyl and 2 guitars....one of which I gave to Stewart.....he loves it. I hope he puts it to good use.

youth never had a chance

why do I keep eating too much....uhhhhh. It was sooooo good though. Work sucks today, I am really bored, I am going to leave because we have no bosses today- YAY! My sister is buying a car, she has not been driving for over 2 or 3 years.....I am really nervous. But the car she is getting is a sweet ride, I see many road trips being taken in that thing :)
My other sister just got back from Panama.....she got sun burned....poor baby!
I have not done anything exciting for a while. I feel lame. My parents will be going to Germany in June. I am planning a house party - my friend Aron might be DJ'ing it. I hope everything works out. I remember the parties I used to have there, such great, faded memories. I want everyone to come, but I don't think anyone likes me anymore....am I really that bad?
I stayed up really late/early last night and watched Wonder Showzen......I feel the dementia settling in now. That shit is fucked up funny. I don't get to watch too much TV, but I am glad that I got to watch that.

i'm a murderer

I killed a bottle of smirnoff last night.....it was brutal.....should I turn myself in?

huh.....

is it wrong for me to be drinking vodka now?

bitches in small packages

uggghhhh.....my belly is full....yummy chips and salsa from Bobbys- I love you guys!
So while trying to park downtown I pulled in behind a car that was also parking. They started to back up and almost hit me. It was no big deal, I used my ninja reflexes and shifted into reverse and moved out of their way. I parked and got out to go on my way. Then this lady gets out of the car, an old lady, a midget, a scary old midget...who starts yelling at me. I couldn't really understand what she was saying, but it wasn't friendly. Why do people have to be like that? The guy driving I am pretty sure was just as scary but not a midget flipped me off. I just kept going. I enjoyed watching the Last Supper and stuffing my self with good pub food.

self-destruction

April fools passed me by and I did not get to trick a single soul. I am way off my game. I went to see The Eyes Have Hills with my friend George, it was pretty aweful, we laughed a lot. Today is beautiful, walked downtown, ate at the Village Deli- yum. It's after 7pm right now, but it's weird with this day light saving thing- I don't like it. I have been lazy today, I slept til noon, and then kinda layed around the apartment til we went downtown. Now I am back, I am being lazy again. I really have nothing interesting to say.
I had a dream this morning that there was these little girls trying to rob me of my CD collection, they were each walking out with like 3 of my CD's and not really trying to hide it. It took me a minute to figure out what was going on, but then I was like "oh well", these little girls need good music more than I do. Spread the LOVE.....LOVE OF MUSIC.
It was a really strange dream. I am sure there was more to it, but you know how it's easy to forget your dreams.
There is a grocery store that is going to be opening up right next door, I am so excited- I love grocery stores. I need to cut back on my drinking. I don't think I am an alcoholic...yet, but it's getting a little ridiculous. There are beer bottles laying all over my apartment....i feel dirty. and need to quit drinking so I will stop smoking...I am falling apart.
i think I figured out why I felt so funny the other night, I took a double dose of my kidney meds and it made my blood pressure bottom out. That's another reason I need to cut back on drinking, i forget how much meds take....it's dangerous.
I got a nice back rub last night. AHHHH
I am going walk to get the newspaper....just so I don't go to bed now.

Beer brought me back from the dead

i felt funny last night, I felt like my body was asleep, but my mine wasn't. My roommate had trouble finding a pulse on me. It was kinda scary, so I drank. I went to bed around 2:30am and woke up at 1 pm.....I slept over 10 hours straight without getting up once....that's very rare for me. Celebrated Sciscoes birthday last night, it was great to see those guys, I miss them. I think Vince hates me, but he won't tell me. Whateva.
I watched the storm roll in and roll out, the lightning was unreal, it looked so staged. I really enjoyed it. I was kinda hoping to see a tornado though. It rained earlier in the evening and quit in time for me to venture outside. It was truly a beautiful night.
I gave my roommate his first cooking lesson last night, he did very well. Chicken with Couscous with fresh spinache- it was DEEEElicious!! A++
I went out with an old friend of mine....uhhh......Thursday night? anyway....we had a great time together. He's such a vibrant person, he makes me laugh and I feel extremely comfortable around him. It's actually a little scary.
I need to do some laundry today, I have been wearing the same pants for like 4 days...ewww.
I have a new client who is a complete BIOTCH!!! and she looks like a man....check her out.

It's April fools day and I have yet to pull any pranks.....I need to start planning....I am so tricky....he he he. Who will be my next victim?.....it could be you.
I am thinking of going to see Libertine tonight, if I can find someone to go with me.
And FUCK DAYLIGHT SAVINGS....i still don't understand it.