self-destruction

April fools passed me by and I did not get to trick a single soul. I am way off my game. I went to see The Eyes Have Hills with my friend George, it was pretty aweful, we laughed a lot. Today is beautiful, walked downtown, ate at the Village Deli- yum. It's after 7pm right now, but it's weird with this day light saving thing- I don't like it. I have been lazy today, I slept til noon, and then kinda layed around the apartment til we went downtown. Now I am back, I am being lazy again. I really have nothing interesting to say.
I had a dream this morning that there was these little girls trying to rob me of my CD collection, they were each walking out with like 3 of my CD's and not really trying to hide it. It took me a minute to figure out what was going on, but then I was like "oh well", these little girls need good music more than I do. Spread the LOVE.....LOVE OF MUSIC.
It was a really strange dream. I am sure there was more to it, but you know how it's easy to forget your dreams.
There is a grocery store that is going to be opening up right next door, I am so excited- I love grocery stores. I need to cut back on my drinking. I don't think I am an alcoholic...yet, but it's getting a little ridiculous. There are beer bottles laying all over my apartment....i feel dirty. and need to quit drinking so I will stop smoking...I am falling apart.
i think I figured out why I felt so funny the other night, I took a double dose of my kidney meds and it made my blood pressure bottom out. That's another reason I need to cut back on drinking, i forget how much meds take....it's dangerous.
I got a nice back rub last night. AHHHH
I am going walk to get the newspaper....just so I don't go to bed now.